Panic levels are steadily increasing, generally due to complete disorganisation and fear of forgetting the simple things like, where did I put my passport? Or the fact that I have 12 flights booked to get me round the world but have not quite sorted out a flight off the island yet! I woke up at 3am yesterday panicking that I had not booked a hotel in Madrid. I am not even going to Madrid!!!!
Also slightly disturbed at the number of requests to meet for a leaving dinner, drink etc... It is almost as if my friends don't think I am coming back......!